I’ve gotten so wrapped up in the thought of potentially being happy that i’d do anything to get it. I’d silently crawl back to the people who have hurt me,took advantage of me, and left me stranded within my own feelings of despair. I silently suffered. I always thought I’d be one of those girls who’d be able to be okay with being Virtually alone, Committed to themselves and Head Strong. But in Reality I was Needy, Helpless and craved attention from someone who’d love me endlessly.